梦境

喜欢小说里面作者精心塑造的人物，仿佛有血有肉一般，栩栩如生。

然而，在沉迷的时候，无法自拔的时候，就会想象到那些人物好像皮影戏里面的那些小人们，如果操控他们的人一不小心失了手，便没有那么精美的戏了。

像郭敬明所说，他一直在编造别人的命运，编着他们的故事，留着自己的眼泪，那些鲜活的人，总是出现在他的脑海里，他们看着他微笑，忧伤，最后他举手把他们杀死。

郭敬明总是喜欢把小说里面的人物写死。然而人们不知道，他笔下的文字忧伤而脆弱，本人却坚强而不折。我佩服他的精神，毅力，与天赋。

他伤感的文字总会让我联想到某个可怜的孩子，那样的忧伤。听着时光断裂的声音，把所有单纯忧伤的岁月留在十八岁里。那些繁忙充实的日子，痛苦也好，幸福也罢，都是短暂的，好像就那么一瞬就过去了，过去了就再也不会回来了。

下雪般的惆怅，也不再那样简简单单浅浅淡淡。脱离了学校，操场，面对一张张陌生的脸孔，开始走不同于以往的路。

曾经在一本书上看过这样一句话，一个人总要走陌生的路，看陌生的风景，挺陌生的歌，然后在某个不经意的瞬间，你会发现，原本是费尽心机想要忘记的事情真的就那么忘记了。后来在郭敬明的《左手倒影右手年华》中也看到了这句话，虽然不太一样，但这句才是原话，总之意思大差不多，满含哲理的。

很多时候很多细节很多话语都会感动到我。例如那次天尚说的，她属于诗，属于画，属于精致唯美的爱情故事，属于瑰丽的城堡，但不属于我的生活。她像一幅赏心悦目但价值连城的画，我只会欣赏，却不能心动。

我震撼了好久。后来被我用来作为随身携带的小语，时刻想着告诉自己这一番话，理智。

英语翻译：

I like the characters meticulously portrayed by the author in the novel, as if they are flesh and blood, lifelike.

However, when you are addicted or unable to extricate yourself, you will imagine that the characters are like the little people in the shadow play. If the man who manipulates them accidentally loses their hands, there will be no such exquisite play.

As Guo Jingming said, he has been making up the fate of others, making up their stories, keeping his own tears, those living people always appear in his mind, they look at him smiling, sad, and finally he Raise your hand to kill them.

Guo Jingming always likes to write down the characters in novels. However, people don't know that his writing is sad and fragile, but he himself is strong and uncompromising. I admire his spirit, perseverance, and talent.

His sad words always remind me of a poor child, that kind of sadness. Listening to the sound of time breaking, leave all the simple sad years at the age of eighteen. Those busy and fulfilling days, whether painful or happy, are short-lived, as if it passed in a flash, and will never come back again.

The melancholy as snowing is no longer so simple and shallow. Leaving the school and the playground, facing strange faces, began to walk a different path.

I have read such a sentence in a book once, a person always has to walk on a strange road, watch strange scenery, and quite strange songs, and then at some inadvertent moment, you will find that you have tried hard to want Things that are forgotten are really forgotten. Later, I also saw this sentence in Guo Jingming's "Left Hand Reflection and Right Hand Years". Although it is not the same, this sentence is the original sentence. In short, the meaning is similar and full of philosophy.

Many times, many details and many words will touch me. For example, Tianshang said that time, she belongs to poetry, belongs to painting, belongs to the exquisite and beautiful love story, belongs to the magnificent castle, but does not belong to my life. She is like a pleasing but priceless painting, I can only appreciate it, but I can't move it.

I was shocked for a long time. Later, I used it as a small word to carry with me, always thinking about telling myself this, sensible.