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自卑的女孩儿

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发表时间:2021-03-31 11:00

我是一个内向而且自卑的女孩儿,当老师告诉我参加“爱心手拉手”这个活动时,我下意识地想到逃避,因为我怕与人交谈……


但老师和伙伴们硬是把我拉了过来。踌躇在体育馆门外,我心想,这到底是怎样的一次活动呢?


开始进场了!体育馆的磨砂玻璃门被志愿者们缓缓推开,人群开始骚动起来。体育馆内,志愿者排成两排,不停地挥舞着双臂,脸上堆满真诚的笑容,热烈的气氛让人群呆愣了几秒,之后就立马开始兴奋起来,争先恐后地往体育馆内挤去。我被夹在人群中,连推带搡地涌向体育馆。一进体育馆,欢呼声便在耳边呼啸,迎面而来的是一张张陌生但亲切的笑脸,甚至有人举起双手,要跟我来次击掌,我勉强伸出手,“啪!啪!”一声声清脆的掌声在体育馆内此起彼伏……


“噢!大家一起跳起来吧!”我还没反应过来是怎么回事时,热情奔放的音乐就在体育馆内激旋回荡起来。志愿者们从门口跑向我们这边,牵起我们无处躲藏的双手,一个接一个,围成好几个大大小小的圆圈。人们兴奋的奔跑着,呼喊着,笑着,跳着,整个体育馆的气氛被带动起来。人们也不管三七二十一,褪去那身虚伪的外皮,就这么赤裸裸地站在大家面前,让身体随着音乐的节奏尽情地舞动着,脸上洋溢着释怀的笑容。我随着人群,也挥舞着自己那瘦弱的双臂,双脚跟着节奏不停地上下跳动着,双手早已被汗水濡湿了,可心情却一如既往地兴奋着。伴随着如火的音乐,所有人都早已不顾曾经的矜持,完全释放着自我,陌生人与陌生人之间,手拉着手,跳着,跳着……


在这里,每个灵魂都被浸染成了火红色,随着音乐一起燃烧,不去想外面的世界多么喧嚣,不去在意别人的眼神!在这里,人人都是平等的,无论你是多么优秀,或是多么的平凡,就让身体随心而舞,展现出自己最最自然的那一面吧!在这里,整个世界仿佛就只有你自己,你要做的便是释放,释放一个真正的自己,去相信自己,相信一切皆有可能,去发现自己,发现一个真正的自我!


这种时刻,仿佛有一股力量从我的体内迸发出来,我知道我必须要讲点儿什么,于是我冲上了舞台!“大家好,我是……”台下黑压压的一片,几百双眼睛全部聚焦在我身上,全场立即静了下来,只有我的声音在体育馆内回荡、回荡……连我自己都无法相信,我竟然一气呵成,没有任何停顿!最后一个音节还未消散在空气之中,如潮的掌声便汹涌而至!那一刻,我觉得自己如一枚蚕蛹撕破层层束缚的茧,张开稚嫩的翅膀,一个新的我、一个真正的我活了起来,我终于可以自由地飞翔了!


“小妹妹,你讲得真好!”


“小妹妹,你谈吐不俗,将来一定会大有成就的!”


“小妹妹,加油!我看好你!”


……


人们排着队与我拥抱,一条条象征着肯定与信任的蓝丝带系在我的手上和颈上,泪水瞬间溢满了双眼,我记不得跟我拥抱的人都有谁,我也记不清他们跟我讲了些什么,但是我知道,我的路会越走越宽广;我的明天将会更加绚丽多彩!因为我寻找到了真我。


曾经那份原始的宁静,已悄然消逝在了城市的钢筋铁骨里,穿越时空,却终难再觅得。


在无数空虚失落的日子里,独自穿梭于林立高楼间。虽然 ,生命的色彩已慢慢淡去,但心中对梦的赤诚与痴迷却不减毫分。


总喜欢淋着雨走在柏油路上,思考 着什么 。更喜欢听着雨声滴答滴答从屋檐上落下,然后看他们激起一朵朵美丽的水花。然而,这样悠闲的日子,毕竟已然远去了。


夜的翅膀早已覆盖了大地。


在那盏不怎么明亮的台灯下,翻开那本记载着青春的本子,黯淡的目光找寻不到曾经字里行间中的激情。呆滞的目光由上而下一行行机械的扫描着。企图发现内心深处那已迷失方向的我在那一个地方没有真我的人生,就如同没有翅膀的雄鹰,是跑不远,。飞不起的。


真的我,你在哪儿啊?


我在空荡的路上寻找着,不觉,天空飘起了雨。天公也不与我作美,我更奈何?路上的行人都奔跑着去寻找一个可以避风躲雨的地方。可,有哪一个港湾可以让我驻足呢?没有!


我继续找着,既然没有港湾让我停靠,到不如一直走在路上,任他大雨瓢泼,艰难险阻!


渐渐的,风小了,雨止了,云散了,日出了。远方,一架七彩桥由这边通向那边。也许,真的我,就在桥的那头吧!


在没有真我的日子里,阳光也不觉的灿烂了,他把我的每一个伤处在青春面前暴露无遗,所以,我讨厌阳光,躲避阳光。


于是,在每一个寒冷的夜里,当街旁的小店都打佯而憩时。我便上路了。只一个人,静静的,轻轻的,向着远方。没有水知道我要去哪儿,也没有人知道我心里在想什么,更没有人知道我也需要朋友啊!因为,没有人想了解我,了解一个不敢见阳光而只能在夜里寻找真我的人。


又一个夜幕拉下,我在一次上路了。


走着走着,一个亮点突然出现在我的前方,刺的我的眼睛生痛,那是什么?难道那就是我寻找已旧的真我吗?我欣喜若狂,大步向前奔去。近了,更近了,原来是又一个黎明来了。阳光直射着我的躯体,好长时间没有见到阳光了。暂且止步享受一下吧!浑身暖洋洋的。


我发现自己一点点的融化,融化。最后,只剩下那颗红心,咚,咚……


轻轻的吹开上面的虚荣,自私,与冷漠,见到了我久违的真诚,率真与无暇。啊!我找到了,找到真我了,他就尘封在我内心的深出啊,只是,一层层的虚伪遮住了他,而我却在拼命的找寻着。


我开始喜欢阳光了。在阳光下,我自由的奔跑着,快乐着。后来,久违的阳光是这么温柔,就像一个母亲的手,抚摩着她的孩子。可我,为什么要选择黑暗呢?我顿悟了!


找到了,我找到丢失的真我了。

英语翻译;

I am an introvert and low self-esteem girl. When the teacher told me to participate in the activity of "Hand in Hand in Love", I subconsciously thought of escape because I was afraid of talking with people...


But the teacher and my friends just pulled me over. Hesitating outside the gymnasium, I thought to myself, what kind of activity is this?


It's getting in! The frosted glass door of the gymnasium was slowly pushed open by the volunteers, and the crowd began to commotion. In the gymnasium, volunteers lined up in two rows, waving their arms non-stop, with sincere smiles on their faces. The warm atmosphere made the crowd stunned for a few seconds, and then immediately began to get excited, scrambling to squeeze into the gymnasium. go with. I was caught in the crowd, pushing and shoving towards the gym. As soon as I entered the gymnasium, cheers whizzed in my ears. Oncoming faces were unfamiliar but friendly smiling faces. Some even raised their hands and wanted to give me a high-five. I barely stretched out my hand, "pop! Pop!" A burst of clear applause one after another in the gym...


"Oh! Let's jump up together!" Before I realized what was going on, the passionate music reverberated in the gymnasium. The volunteers ran to our side from the door, holding our hands that had nowhere to hide, one by one, forming several large and small circles. People ran, yelled, laughed, and jumped in excitement, and the atmosphere of the entire stadium was aroused. People don't care about the three or seventy-one, remove the hypocritical skin, stand naked in front of everyone, let the body dance to the heart of the rhythm of the music, with a relieved smile on their faces. Following the crowd, I also waved my thin arms, and my heels kept beating up and down in rhythm. My hands were already wet with sweat, but I was as excited as ever. Accompanied by the fire-like music, everyone has long disregarded the former restraint, completely releasing themselves, between strangers and strangers, holding hands, jumping, jumping...


Here, every soul is immersed in fire red, burning with the music, don’t think about how noisy the outside world is, don’t care about the eyes of others! Here, everyone is equal, no matter how much you are Excellent, or how ordinary, let your body dance with your heart and show the most natural side of yourself! Here, the whole world seems to be only yourself. What you have to do is release, release a true self , To believe in yourself, to believe that everything is possible, to discover yourself, to discover a true self!


At this moment, there seemed to be a force bursting from my body. I knew that I had to say something, so I rushed onto the stage! "Hello everyone, I am..." All eyes were focused on me, and the audience fell silent immediately


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