一粒沙的位置

当你放在沙滩中，你只是沙子。--题记

上帝把我的心遗失落在沙滩上，我被搁浅了。我的四周是绵长无尽的沙滩，沙砾昏黄，暗淡无光。

我有些失落，这是我注定的位置吗?

每当夜幕降临，我遥看苍穹，羡慕那些让人仰望的群星，它们明亮夺目，放射着永恒的光辉。然而我也看到群星背后深邃的苍穹，是无边的黑暗衬托了耀眼的星。

但我不甘心。

我转过头来，却看到一道光芒。

狂暴的大海在发怒，孕育着毁灭一切的力量。滔天的巨浪却被一道细小的光束照亮。高高的山崖边，站着一个在狂风暴雨中有些瑟缩的女人，然而她的手却如屹立不倒的石柱，执着的擎着一盏明灯。爱尔克，这个悲伤的姐姐，她并不选择在避风遮雨的家中静静守候她出海的弟弟，而是站在了悬崖之上，用勇气与毅力点燃了长明的希望之灯。

高高的山崖让爱尔克的灯光融入了星光，我赞叹:她在对亲情的守望中找到了自己的位置，尽管她的守望成为了永恒，但她的灯长明，她所站立的位置已经成为永恒的指向。

我开始思索，思索我自己的位置。

当白天来临，炽热的太阳便是一切的主宰。

我惊喜的凝视太阳，那是一个独一无二的位置，一个可以让万物仰视的位置。

然而我又为我可笑的想法而畏惧不已。太阳，那是谁能取代，谁能成为的呢?

一个巨大的背影从我面前掠过，大地都为之震颤。他，一个追逐太阳的人。他似乎永不疲惫，一双坚定的脚早已磨出茧子，然而热情依旧，信心依旧。他依旧昂着头朝着太阳的方向，那是他永恒不变的坐标，他倾尽一生要回到的原点。

炽热的阳光灼伤了他的双眼，我却看到他的眼中迸发出力量和火光，仿佛已经燃烧为两个火球。

我突然地为他悲伤，他追寻着一个他不可能到达的位置。

但是我想错了，我看到夸父结束了他的追逐，他在黄木上进入了太阳的光芒，在燃烧中涅磐了。在那里他得到了休息，得到了永生。从此燃烧成一尊伟大的图腾。

我震惊了。夸父在不停的奔跑中，向着他心中的位置不停的奋斗，其实在奔跑中他已经找到了自己的位置，无论最终他成功与否。

我终于明白，没有什么命定的位置，没有什么无法到达的位置，除非你永远把自己放在了沙滩上。

趁着我的心还未风化成一颗顽石，我远离了沙滩，寻找属于我的位置，我的价值。

我相信，只要我愿意，勇气与信念会让我发光，发出金子般的光。

英语翻译

When you put it in the beach, you are just sand. --Inscription

God lost my heart on the beach and I was stranded. Surrounded by me is a long and endless sandy beach, the gravel is dim and dull.

I am a little bit lost, is this my destined position?

When night falls, I look at the sky, envious of the stars that people look up to, they are bright and dazzling, radiating eternal brilliance. However, I also saw the deep sky behind the stars, the dazzling stars set off by the boundless darkness.

But I am not reconciled.

I turned my head, but saw a ray of light.

The violent sea is angry, gestating the power to destroy everything. The monstrous wave was illuminated by a small beam of light. On the edge of the high cliff, stood a woman who was a little shy in the storm, but her hand was like an unstoppable stone pillar, holding a beacon persistently. Elke, this sad sister, did not choose to quietly wait for her younger brother to go to sea in a sheltered home, but stood on the cliff and lit the lamp of hope with courage and perseverance.

The high cliffs let Elke’s lights blend into the stars. I admire: She has found her place in the watch of family affection. Although her watch has become eternal, her light is always bright and where she stands. Has become the eternal direction.

I began to think about my position.

When the day comes, the hot sun is the ruler of everything.

I stared at the sun in surprise, it was a unique position, a position where everything could look up.

However, I was terrified by my ridiculous thoughts. The sun, who can replace it and who can become it?

A huge back passed in front of me, and the earth trembled. He, a man who chased the sun. He never seems to be tired, his firm feet have long been worn out, but the enthusiasm remains the same, the confidence remains the same. He is still holding his head up to the direction of the sun, which is his eternal coordinate, the origin that he will spend his entire life to return to.

The blazing sun burned his eyes, but I saw power and fire burst out of his eyes, as if they had burned into two fireballs.

I was suddenly sad for him, he was looking for a place he couldn't reach.

But I was wrong. I saw Kuafu ended his chase. He entered the sun's rays on the yellow wood, and was in Nirvana in the burning. There he was rested and immortalized. Since then burned into a great totem.

I was shocked. Kuafu is constantly struggling towards the position in his heart while running. In fact, he has found his place in the running, no matter whether he succeeds or not in the end.

I finally understand that there is no destined position, no unreachable position, unless you put yourself on the beach forever.

While my heart has not yet turned into a stubborn stone, I stayed away from the beach, looking for my place and my value.

I believe that as long as I am willing, courage and faith will make me shine and shine like gold.