If time could turn the clock back

The autumn wind was blowing, and it was a little chilly, and the yellow leaves fluttered helplessly in the wind. Looking at all this, I can only cry silently, all of which are caused by my own hands.

We used to be close together, growing up together and going to school together until that day - the eve of the high school entrance examination. Remember when you asked me? We walked side by side and imagined the future. Maybe we have been together for a long time, and our interests have also been assimilated. You and I coincide, and we vowed to enter the "professional" school together. At that time, we were still looking forward to the future, the future you and I shared.

However, I couldn't stand the persuasion of my parents and the teacher's repeated admonitions, and I began to despise the "professional" people in my subconscious. When the time finally came to fill in the application form, I still didn't tell you, I had changed my mind, filled it out silently and went home alone. When you asked me again, I said to you without even thinking: "Everything is going according to plan." You, the kind-hearted, were deceived by me, but you still don't know anything, and you still fantasize about the future of you and me...

Days passed, and when you found me excitedly holding your letter, what you saw was my admission letter from the city high school, your face was gloomy, and you left without saying anything.

So you and I go to each other. That autumn, I finally mustered up the courage to find you, but I had to come back sadly.

I was speechless, standing in the wind helpless with the falling leaves. This originally sad season made me even more sad. helpless, helpless-

Today, you and I walked into the sacred college entrance examination room, and I don't know how to repent. There's no reason why I shouldn't write about this mistake I'll never forget. As a result, I not only lost a good friend, but more importantly, I forgot my principle of life - integrity!

When I recall the past again and again, I can't erase your figure; when I wake up in the middle of the night, I can't help but blame myself for my ignorance; when I see you from a distance, I don't have the courage to go forward at all Say hi to you. Maybe you can't understand me, and even I can't understand myself.

Repentance has accumulated too much in my heart, I express it like this, maybe you have no way of knowing it, but I sincerely hope you can forgive me.

While you have made me condemned, you have also taught me the importance of integrity.

If I could turn back time, I would like to go back to the past and make it all over again.